Sunshine in the Midst of Sadness

Dear GOD,
Today wasn't any easier that yesterday or the day before that, everyone says it will get better but I don't see that happening anytime soon. I see the beauty in the sunshine, the springtime flowers and the smile on my grandsons faces when I picked them up from school today.

You are an amazing GOD, you gifted me with a song in my heart again this morning, it wasn't there yesterday and I was so sad. Everytime I turn around, you gift me with your presence and remind me that your power is greater than anything here of earth, greater than any pain I will ever experience...that comforts me in knowing that Bo is safe in your arms and will never feel any of the pain and sorrow that we are feeling here. He will always be whole, happy and well safe in the arms of the his Saviour..that provides me with the comfort and strength that I need to start each day.

Early this morning when I went back to bed, I prayed to you for comfort and rest, you removed my burdens and as I closed my eyes I saw you standing beside my bed watching me sleep, watching my breath go in and out...peaceful sleep just as I watched Bo all thru his life, sleeping, breathing in and out, praying for him to get a peaceful sleep.

You as my Heavenly Father watched over me and peaceful sleep washed over me and I rested for a short time. You sent me to a beautiful place of springtime flowers, heavenly music I had never heard before and filled me a sense of peace for the first time in days. I love you Lord Jesus..thank you for taking BO home to be with you ..

Please continue to bless our family and friends, provide comfort, guidance and wisdom as we start tomorrow..give Bo a hug from his Momma and continue to heal our broken hearts. Amen